I turned 50 a few days ago and I got asked how I felt and what were my plans etc. I have had a good life so far. To be honest, I felt nothing different physically nor mentally. My present goal is to publish my memoir and a book of short stories. I also want my boys to complete university and do what they love.

When I look back at it, I have led a life that has not been ordinary and I am so grateful for many things. One thing worth mentioning is that I do know now as I have grown older, life is not complete without love. Every human craves love and nothing can replace love. I treasure the love in bonds I have with my sons and my family and friends. My belief in love came from those who loved me and the ones who continue to love me. Every human deserves to be loved.
I am a ‘closet poet’ that writes love poems sometimes. I was asked recently if I could write poetry (and I guess I can) and if I had any. I have never been taught, but I love to read poems and I have written a few as gifts over the past decades for friends and family. I believe poetry is one great way to express love. Lucky for those men I have loved and written free poems for, I hope they still appreciate the verses, even if they don’t want to remember…
Here is one such collection of lines which you may call poetry if you wish to. I am happy for my blogger friends and the real poets out there to critique me.
(JLeahy copyright)
New Love
A mess of feelings
Soft strings twisted and tangled
Intoxication
A lore to be unfold soon
Waiting, yearning the unknown
Once for-warned heart dazed
Consumed in immense chaos
Riddled with beauty
Warmed and rendered with lightness
sounds like love to me … at least
in the beginning .,.. does love
endure .,.. ? always … if you have loved then hated
the love you had endures as long as you
remember the stamp it made when you were made
”warmed and riddled with lightness .,.. ”
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Hahahaha, true – hey KS, where have you been? I am not in love again – yet! 🙂 But what you’ve said is true. This poem was the thought of how it was…
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i been here struggling to write every day, the spirit a little far away but still in sight … the thought of how it was … and i say: and it is what it was when it will be again … you do such good work … so much fun to learn about such simple beauty so close to life you live the past alive today … ks
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Thank you Kurt, I always appreciate your comments. 🙂 Writing comes and goes, like all creativity. My paintings have dried up and words flow, so I am writing. Hopefully I go to paint again soon. take care.
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oil, acrylic, watercolors, how many, subject matter?(as if i should ask) … would love to see …
such beautiful poetry you have written; ..
my paintings have dried up
and words flow
so i write and i wait
’till that river flows
again …
take care hope you don’t mind my inspiration … ks
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Sounds good to me! Happy belated birthday, Joycelin!
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Thank you so much. ❤
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Sorry for belated birthday wish and hope you reach milestone where you can spread your love and wish to all of us. Nothing to say special as already there are lots of good comment spread in this post. I can only wish you for your future and also for your awsome thought which you rightly expressed in your blog.
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Thank you very much PN.
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Happy Birthday Joycelin!!!
Wow what a stunner (you still are!) and what an amazing life you have led and still do. You are an inspiration to me and many others I’m sure.
Your art, whether in words, pictures , or in how you live, is beautiful, truly.
Hope your next 50 is as rich as the past 50, and that your heart and home cntinue to overflow with love, both old and new :))
Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!! xx Ginny PS And, you are so right re love being all that really matters 🙂
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Hi Ginny, meri wantok b’long mi. Such nice words and so touching. Friends like you make my life rich and special. Thank you to you and your boys for being part our lives. Love.xx
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You’re looking extremely well, healthy and happy, Joycelin, I’d be quite happy to be fifty again, but am not unhappy with where I am now. I have a lot of years to look back on and, hopefully, a lot more to come. Love the photo of you in Geneva. You have a sort of smouldering expression. Anyway, I hope you really enjoyed your birthday.
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Thank you very much Millie. It sounds like you are at a good place too. I am happy. “Smouldering expression”?…I was only guarding my ice-cream. 🙂
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Ah … it must have been a really good ice-cream. I meant smouldering as in alluring … Haha. It’s a great photo.
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Hahaha – thank you very much. ❤ (it was the smouldering age).
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Wishing you a belated happy birthday and many more to come. 🙂
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Thank you so much. I like your stories. 🙂
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Glad to hear that. 🙂
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I had a birthday, too, in the early part of March. We are both March babies 🙂 Regarding your poetry – no need to ask for critique. Poetry needs to come from the heart and the intuitive center, not from something we’ve been taught about it. It will evolve as you evolve…it’s as simple as that (to me).
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Happy Birthday back! Lovely way to put it, and thank you very much.
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I could not have said it better myself Annette. This is true Joycelin. Keep writing. 🙂
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❤ Thank you.
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❤
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Congratulations on your birthday! 🙂
May all your dreams come true!
Warm wishes,
Takami
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Oh Takami, you are so sweet. Thank you so much. ❤
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A belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY Joycelin 😀
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Thank you so much Chris – it does sound like I am fishing for compliment – hahaha. That was not intentional. 🙂
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Happy happy birthday Joycelin. 😀
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Thank you so much Nomzi. When you visit me in Brisbane one day, we will celebrate. 🙂
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That will be such a marvelous day Joycelin. 😀
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